ahh 18!!!!! where have all the years gone? It sure did fly by. Lets recap the short moments of my life
Age 1- 8: Living in Manchuria China ...... My dad was THE MAN he had the hookups and my mom was a very honored proffesor in China. School was awesome. I had fun with my lil friends chasing each other. My cousin and I had the tightest bond. There is an end to everything. It all abruptly came to an end when my parents decided to grant me a better education .....
Parents sacrificed their perfect lives and moved to America...................
2nd Grade... Irwin Elementary Open School: First day of school a group of black people jumped me. I was furious and came to school with a bat the next day. WE all got caught and given warnings. AMERICA, the land of promises and dreams didn't seem so appealing then. I hated America. I was in ESL classes and English was sooo friggen hard. NO FRIENDS HERE
3rd - 5th Grade: Sharon Elementary: GOod years of my life. Everybody seemed cool. White people were my friends. They made me feel special and it was a highlight to goto that school. As a young boy with ambitions ..... those ambitions slowly faded away upon entering middle school. BEST FRIENDS: ROBERT CHAMBERS, ALEX GOTHERMAN, AND STEPHEN DEMERA.
6th grade: Alexander Graham Middle School- nothing special just ONE year. IT was alotta fun. Chilled before school alot. Homeroom and meeting different people were mos def fun. I liked AG. BEST FRIENDS: ROBERT CHAMBERS, PAUL MCCREADY, AND BRITON LAPPING.
7th grade: perhaps the biggest mistake ever. Momma Wu enrolled me into the INTERNATIONAL BACCALAUREATE (IB) program in Marie G Davis Middle School. I was sorta like a loser and a loner. This was when the "popular" group was established and everybody wanted to be part of it. MGD was aite, kinda regret going there tho. I WAS A LONER NO BEST FRIENDS HERE.
9-present Myers Park High: mos def no regrets going there. Fresh year was kinda dull but all the MGD buds kept in tact and we remained strong. Sophomore year, me and Chinky Chan became best friends and did EVERYTHING together. JUNIOR Year ... year of drama and other shiet. Taking 8 IB classes were pain in the ass. I was going through ACCUTANE (Acne medication) I was really depressed. The hardest year thus far. I met this really cool girl named AMy Guo and we got to know each other fast and quicky grew together. Summer of 11th grade into 12th grade is perhaps where everything fell downhill. Me the love of my life Angela Kim. We had so much great moments together. She was my first love. After summer when school started, things when off track and we lost our affinity for each other. After awhile she seemed to have deserted me. I kept getting hurt. Don't get me wrong, I still love her but I can't do this anymore. I finally let her go and I'm going to move on. Met this really cool cat named Bryant Chon and we established a good bond as well. The "Asian Mafia" was called by our teacher; Corbin who thought we were waste of space and had a combined IQ score of 15. Me Chinky and Chon consist of "asian mafia" ... no doubt.
To the person who went through all my shiet from the beggining: KEVIN KWOK-LUN CHAN. I love you man. You indeed were there for me thru thick and thin. You will always be in my memories and I trully love you.
To My first Tru Love: ANGELA SUSIE KIM .... words just can't describe it ... I love you too much and it brings me to tears everytime I think about you. You have to promise me that you'll live your life in a promising and productive way. I wish you good luck and I don't regret you being my first love or anything else.You do realize you'll be in my head/mind forever because you were my first love. The rest of the girls I'll see, I'll end up comparing them to you. I LOVE YOU BABE!
To my best friend thats a girl: TING AMY GUO ... You've been thru all my shiet as well. Even tho we've known each other for a short time, I still consider you very special person. you've never turned your back against mine and I hope that you won't in the near future cause I'll be needing you. I LOVE YOU GIRL!
To the Asian Mafia .............. no doubt, I love you guys, Mafia for life!!
To my home boys- Mark, thanks for you house dude .... you're really a nice and a generous guy. I love you dawg. Tommy and David ... stupid yangachees still makin' my ass smile. All the asian club folks who made me special and respected me, I love yall too. Rest of tha homies I be forgettin' ... yall know who yall are, I love yall
To my homegirls - Kandice, Michelle, Eun-Hae, Sunny, Grace, Crystikal ..... yall prove to me that korean girls are lesbians everyday. Gotta love yall. Yall make me smile everytime I see yall altho sometimes yall discust me. Rest of the ladies I be forgettin' I love yall too!
The bball boys: Marvin, Danny Lee/Ko, PP, Lins, etc ...... yall made my fridays. .... froms shiet talking to fighting .... yall are special to me.
most of all, to my parents: I love you guys more than anything in the world. I'm so sorry for making yall cry too much. I wanted so hard to be a successful son and I'm sorry if I failed. It was never my intention. I am also sorry if I didn't live up to your expectations. I'm sorry for lots of things I shouldn't be forgiven for. But being my parents, you are the only two people that's never judged me for who I was. BLOODS for life.
BUT sadly, I'm not a kid no more. I"m an adult. I chose to leave all this behind and start off fresh. Thanks to everybody for making me who I am today. I appreciate it with all my heart.
Our eyes are put in front of our heads so we can look forwards than to look back ............. no looking back ..... goodbye xanga, good by WuDaNumba1Stunna, good bye old Xuanwu Jiang. It's really been memorable.
farewell~ | 